i sit and contemplate till my cigarette end falls to ash
get whiplash, from my backflashes and tears fall i close my eyelashes
u see i can appreciate summat bad when it happens, but at the time it made me smile
spend pointless cash cuz ive got it, on my lifestyle, mobiles and hairstyles
white skin, black heart i dont feel the need to show i care
id rather be somwhere else, anywhere, just ina world tht dont compare
me to other satistics im sick of this shit, people must be dumb
im full of wisdom, im threatinin like a phanton and das jus on a forum
on the outside im set to go, buh sumfink holds me back
feel like a suicide bomber and its ready to tick off in the bottom of my backpack
im lethal cuz i learnt to stay strong and stand up for wa basically i belive
weve all been concieved and one day ppl will griveve
buh i don ever wanna cry for sumfink i failed at, least i tried right?
im thankful for the fact im breathin, earnin, can feel things and my eyesight
some ppl aint got tht, so im a better of citizen
so y do i sit to smoke and drink myself into oblivion?