Sittin out on the steps, crying at half past nine
I dont think you couldve come at a better time.
When everything was wrong, you made everyone think right
When everything was dark, you became the light
You being here has made me want to better my life.
I remember the first time i saw you, what a sight.
Me and your daddy loved you so much, but all we did was fight
We blame ourselves, we were both dealing with so much
Two of the strongest parents, we wouldve raised you tough
I wouldve spoiled you so much, you never wouldve had enough.
But I guess thats life, just a streak of bad luck
Its so hard to know youre gone now
I guess Ill have to learn to move on somehow

Let the angels carry you up, say hi to Jesus too
When we look at night, we can see the same moon
I promise we will meet someday, your daddy too
Ill never forget you, but Ill get through
Someday Ill move on, but it wont be soon,
When the desert floods and the grass turns blue.
It breaks my heart, but Ill keep loving you.

I knew you were a little boy, I could just tell.
We are both so stubborn, i bet you would be as well.
With your daddys attitude and my tough shell
You wouldve been a little angel sent straight from hell
Such a handsome boy, you wouldve changed this world
Maybe playin football makin your dad proud,
Or youd have a great voice like your mama, singin loud
I was getting so excited for you to come,
September seventeenth, and I woulve named you Sean
But now Ill never see you, only in my dreams
But I know that you wouldve been quite the site to see
I could imagine you at 2, 8, 16, and 20
Raising you like the good mommy I deserved to be

Let the angels carry you up, say hi to Jesus too
When we look at night, we can see the same moon
I promise we will meet someday, your daddy too
Ill never forget you, but Ill get through
Someday Ill move on, but it wont be soon,
When the desert floods and the grass turns blue.
It breaks my heart, but Ill keep loving you.